Burning out 7/15/15

I've been having a pretty shitty week and feeling super uninspired. I want to produce content and keep blogging but I feel so burnt out and sad. It's pretty pathetic because this blog isn't even 6 months old. Its just life.

I just logged into my blogger to check the views and it made me happy to see that they went up even though I haven't posted in a while.

To whoever visits my page: thank you. I know that its scattered with beauty, fashion, rants and randomness, but this is my free write space. This is where I come to share my thoughts and express myself, and I hope someone who checks out my page can enjoy or relate to the stuff I write about.

Ive been really down and out because of my unemployment. It really has nothing to do with money. I'm fortunate enough to have amazing parents that foster me, and I don't have excessive needs so I don't want a job just for the money, but rather the quality of life that I envision for myself. I want to be able to treat my family to things that they wont do for themselves. I want to plan for a somewhat secure future. I want to travel and experience more. I want to have something to show for. I hate feeling like I'm not good enough for the career path I chose.

Its so hard not to feel like I made the wrong choice. But I don't want to be negative. I really hope that I can get a job that will kick start my career soon. I'm burning out and I need to keep busy...

But I can say that every time I see my blog getting more views, it truly warms my heart and lifts my spirit. It motivates me to post more and do what I love. So thank you, whoever is reading this. Y'all motivate me

xoxo